I want you to know that before Agape I had always had problems with my in-laws, but never to the extent it got when I started attending Agape. The situation was always manageable, though I was aware they did not like me or accept me in the family, the situation was civil. My husband loved me dearly, and through it all he was always by my side. He was with me through thick and thin. He loved me when I was the best wife to him, he loved me when I was a bit naughty, he just loved me for who I was, and even today I will always be eternally grateful for the love he showered me with before Agape. Deep down I believe my husband is a good man, who if I can be honest I believe is a victim of Agape at the moment. I have fled my home, I was badly abused in Agape, but as I write this blog today my husband is still attending AGAPE FOR ALL NATIONS MINISTRIES INTERNATIONAL. He still believes with all his heart that Agape is a church of God, and he will stand by Dr Walter Masoch at whatever cost, including his three beautiful children and his wife. He believes he is making a sacrifice for God. He believes Dr Walter Masocha is his spiritual father.
I want you to know dear reader, that not once has Dr Masocha urged my husband to take a break from "Church" as things are clearly not right for him at home. Not once has Dr Walter Masocha asked my husband to do what he can do to win his family back and do whatever he can so that the family wont be torn apart. Dear reader, would you not think it would be the right thing for a Pastor or leader of the Church who care about his flock to excuse my husband from ministry when things have reached such a dreadful state. Right now what should come first, our three beautiful children or Agape? I will let you be the judge of that. Not only is my husband a faithful member of Agape, as I speak today he is busy financially preparing for the official launch of Wigan branch, where the ambulance incident happened and I was brutally abused. Yes, believe it or not, Dr Walter Masocha will be coming to Wigan to launch the branch that destroyed my family. My husband and 5 other members of that branch will be the ones financially sponsoring this "launch" on the 19th and 20th of October where they will hire an expensive building to host the event. They will also pay for the expenses of Dr Walter Masocha including an expensive apartment and buying him expensive bedding and driving him around Wigan during his stay. My own dear husband will be busy planning this event and spending a lot of money, and his children and wife are homeless.
I want you to know that before I fled the Church, in that branch we were only 7 members. Yes 7 members every Sunday, and it was our responsibility to financially pay for the rent of the hall we worshiped in, and it put a huge financial strain on our marriage. Now back to part two of the Ambulance story, after Daddy sent me an email at 2am discussing the Magazine work with me, he later called me that day and appeared to be utterly shocked by the behaviour of Pastor Gertrude and the rest of the church leaders. He told me that he had not condoned such evil behaviour and he sympathised with me. He told me that he was sorry that I was put through this by his pastor, and he comforted me. Shockingly days after this incident, I started to see that something was seriously wrong. Things were not adding up. Actually Dr Walter Masocha behind my back had been the one behind the whole thing. I reported Gertrude Musuka to the NMC for the ambulance incident, and they took it so seriously the launched a formal investigation into the case. Pastor Gertrude claims that Dr Masocha is the one who instigated the whole trap. She claims she was instructed by Dr Masocha over the phone to call the ambulance and have my children taken away and me sectioned. The authorities could not possibly do this. Funny how in Agape they claim I was acting like a "lunatic" that day, the paramedics arrived and surprisingly I was acting very calm, normal and composed. This is some of the report from the paramedics documented.
-church leaders and in laws called paramedics claiming Jean had "mental health issues" and need to be sectioned.
-There does not appear to be concerns for above stated, Jean calm, orientated, normal and not distressed.
-In laws state they will call police if Jean is not sectioned.
-Church members present at scene.
-It appears nothing more than a disagreement between family members.
-Children appear happy and healthy.
-Husband has left the scene to calm down, asked to return
-Husband states he does not have any concerns over Jean's mental health or well being.
This is only part of the report by paramedics. This is what happens when a woman like me decides to stand for her rights and fight injustice and victimisation. The week that followed the Ambulance incident my life became a living hell in my home. I was bombarded by phone calls from church members abusing me. The police got involved. And a week later I fled my matrimonial home with my 3 children, I was scared for my life. They were so angry that I had not been sectioned and I knew they could do anything. After I had fled my home, they tried contacting social services and alerted them that I was mentally unstable and could kill myself anytime. The police and social services took the claims seriously and that's when the whole truth started to unfold. They saw that I was obviously of a sound mind, and often complemented me for my writing skills and intelligence. The social services and the police saw that the "mental health" claims were nothing but bullying tactics and victimisation. If there was a time I was supposed to be seen as "mental" if I ever was, it was then. But the authorities supported me and sympathised with me. I thank God I have my children with me, and yes I am a very fit mother who simply adores her children. Also please note that the person whom Agape declared as mentally unstable is the same person who was in charge of several ministries that actually required a person of high intellect to carry out the work required. I will let you be the judge of my story...
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