Dear reader
I want you to know how my life was like before Agape. Before I ever met Dr Walter Masocha.
My marriage wasn't perfect. My life wasn't perfect. But I was happy and so was my husband. We were college sweethearts. My husband was my rock. I was married to my husband for 10 years. He loved me. I mean he really adored me. He cherished me. So much that Dr Walter Masocha stood up in front of the entire congregation and declared me and my husband the "Love Birds" of Agape. I have it all on video.
Before Agape I was the apple of my husband's eye. He took me out on every birthday. Ever since I was 18 till I was 30 I would celebrate every birthday in style. From weekends away to birthday bashes I had it all. My husband treated me like a queen. He bought me flowers. He bought me clothes. He bought me chocolates. Expensive perfumes. He made me smile. He made me laugh. Before Agape I was my husband's princess.
But along came Dr Masocha. He made me do a lot of work. Threw me in the spotlight in Agape which prompted a lot of resentment and jealousy from the women in the Church. I became the editor and founder of AGAPE LIFE, the church magazine where I worked on the entire project on my own. Spending hundreds of hours and sleepless nights in top of doing Sandra's University work. So of course my marriage started to suffer. The attention I was getting from the Church was too much. I had to do "God's work". My marriage started to suffer.
Dr Masocha also put me in charge of a Performing Arts group I also founded and my time was just consumed in working for the Church which I was never paid by the way. I wrote scripts. I managed people who had no experience in acting or performing, this was a new thing to the church and I had to teach them everything. It was so stressful.
As I prepared for a HUGE theatre performance, I worked entirely on my own to co-ordinate the Performing Arts group. I held rehearsals in my own house every weekend for a long time. Before I knew it I had people always in my house coming to stay, coming for rehearsals etc. Yes you can imagine the strain, Agape took over my life and my marriage started to suffer.
Before Agape I lived in my house with my husband and children, after Agape my house became a house of endless church meetings, all night prayer meetings you name it. So yes my marriage became strained.
Before Agape my husband was a loving family man who was a doting father, but after Agape my husband derived all his energy in the church at the expense of his children and wife. Before Agape me and my husband solved all our problems on our own. We just talked to each other. But after Agape we had to go to Dr Masocha for every problem we had. He did nothing to help us resolve our marriage. He turned me and my husband against each other. Dr Masocha had absolute authority on our marriage. And before we knew it our beautiful home was broken.
The first picture is a picture of me and my darling husband in happier times. The second is a recent one taken on 1 June 2013 at Dr Masocha's stepdaughter's wedding were only the cream of Agape was invited and the rest of the church members were not invited.
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